My mood has not been good recently. I've been arguing alot and not accepting any opinions given others. Is it because of stress? is it just because of boredom? or is it just because i lack of sleep? I get so fed up by little things.. Maybe its my menstruation period eh?Things can be simple yet complicated, but i always think of it the hard way. I don't feel like keeping everything to myself.

I temper was so foul today, can't accept anything that is thrown to me. A mosquito was flying around my room trying to find its way out, but i kept thinking of killing it instead of letting it go. But an idea stoke me, "Why do u keep trapping something, and not try to let go instead?". I just have to think of the most efficient way out of many solutions to solve a problem. Just have to twirk a little bit on the way of thinking. This is what ppl call "growth" eh?

I feel like i just have to let go of things, instead of holding on to them tightly. I just need time to cool my head, to release my anger. These anger have suppressed me for 20 years, and its time to turn it into me strength.

And i managed to reply in the chat box! Hooray~ Woohoo~
Stupid chat box.. always coming up with these bloody errors !@#$%^&*~

Time to sleep~ Bye ppl~

-=[Qing+Long]=-