Being abandoned by world,
being betrayed by the people i trust the most,
friends who left me,
family which walked away from me,
and even the insects crawling on my hands.

It makes me feel lonely,
saddened,
weakened,
unable to stand up straight.

But i have to get over this,
because the pain and sufferings will not go away if nothing is done,
the only way get up on my own,
living the life of a loner,
relying on my myself,
abandoning the trust in this screwed up world,
find walk the path on my own.

I feel no pain,
i know no trust,
i realise my own world collapsing,
into the dark shadows which shows no light.

If only i can just hang on a little longer...

-=[Qing+Long]=-